-____-

there is nobody who can replace your mom-_-

2011-02-14T19:25:00.001+07:00

I miss you more than these words could ever say
The pain in my heart is from one unimaginable day
After I cried all that I could; my eyes still shed countless more tears
And when I try to sleep, I have nightmares of ten-thousand fears
I walk in footsteps on an unsure path
My load feels so heavy I am not sure I will last.

Losing a mother, it's never easy.
Losing that smile that was so cheesy.
Losing that hug that crushed your ribs.
Losing that perfume that now you just realized, how much you missed.
Losing those chances to have girl talks.
Losing the chance to regain the strength after a heartbreaking dance.
Losing the chance to learn about her past.
Losing the chance to explain your own twisted path.
Losing the chance to say goodbye.
Gaining the strength to realize it's not the end, at least not today

I really miss you mom :'(

2011-02-14T19:15:00.002+07:00

My God, why did you take my mother?
Angles took the wrong one - not her - another.
Regret is a feeling that I feel everyday;
You took her from me, and I didn't say -

"I Love You, Mom," in my own way;
Only to hear her say it back to me.
God, why couldn't you just let us be?
She didn't deserve to die;
Didn't deserve to be in pain,
Only to leave me here asking you why -
Night after night when I cry in vain.

What "Mother" Means?

2011-02-14T19:09:00.002+07:00

"Mother" is such a simple word,
But to me there’s meaning seldom heard.
For everything I am today,
My mother’s love showed me the way.

I’ll love my mother all my days,
For enriching my life in so many ways.
She set me straight and then set me free,
And that’s what the word "mother" means to me.

Thanks for being a wonderful mother, Mom!

feelingthis

2011-02-02T20:48:00.001+07:00

when I feel so sad, you were not there
when I was falling into the abyss you were not there
felt I could never have you
felt I'm not a part of you
I'm just an ordinary girl who is not too special
many times I try to accept all your reasons
but because love I can still survive until now
survive to continue to undergo all
try to understand what I mean
so I'm not trying to end it all
i need you to show the truly ..
let me see the way to love ...

headlinenews

2011-01-27T15:10:00.002+07:00

patoiartproject

2011-01-26T21:14:00.001+07:00

untitled

2011-01-23T21:07:00.002+07:00

when i was trying to close my eyes
i see in my deepest heart
you was trying to hold me
I ask to my deepest heart
you are the answer of everything
but, when I opened my eyes
I didn't find you any more
I just can see a line with the contrast light
and it is "him"

childhood:'(

2010-12-28T19:46:00.001+07:00

Everyone grumbled. The sky was grey.
We had nothing to do and nothing to say.
We were nearing the end of a dismal day,
And then there seemed to be nothing beyond,
Then
Daddy fell into the pond!

And everyone's face grew merry and bright,
And Timothy danced for sheer delight.
"Give me the camera, quick, oh quick!
He's crawling out of the duckweed!" Click!

Then the gardener suddenly slapped his knee,
And doubled up, shaking silently,
And the ducks all quacked as if they were daft,
And it sounded as if the old drake laughed.
Oh, there wasn't a thing that didn't respond
When
Daddy Fell into the pond!

childhood :'(

2010-12-28T19:13:00.003+07:00

2010-12-28T09:42:00.000+07:00

2010-12-28T09:26:00.002+07:00

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love

2010-12-28T09:21:00.000+07:00

Lyrics | Disney Channel Stars lyrics - Send It On lyrics

frienship never end :3

2010-09-14T17:23:00.000+07:00

yeyeye

2010-09-04T12:34:00.000+07:00

That Should Be Me lyrics found at elyricsworld.com

for m.i.a (you know who) -____-

2010-08-29T23:43:00.000+07:00

"It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you"
"To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful"
"You know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if their happiness means that you're not part of it"
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met."
"The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go, and knowing when to say goodbye."
"My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you."

for someone who was never real and exists only in my fantasy world

dan yang tau hanya hati saya ahahahaha :p :D

for someone in an imaginary world -___- :'(

2010-08-29T23:29:00.001+07:00

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

your guardian angel

2010-08-29T15:02:00.000+07:00

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel Lyrics

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

password saya telah kembali yeeee!!

2010-08-11T14:33:00.000+07:00

akhirrnya !! BUBAR AKSELERASI 8.. cihhuyy..!!!

2009-09-13T00:07:00.000+07:00

akhiirnya ksampaian juga cita" ank aksel buat bubar.. ternyata tdk sperti yg ku byangkan.. ckck
ak byangin kalo yg datng bakalan dikit. paling muka nya yng itu" ajj.. tp ternyata..(jeng,jengjengjeng..) buanyak yg dtg.. (23 org.. lumayan lah).. yg rmhnya jauh juga bela-belain buat dtg..(thanks sob.. yey!). rencana sih pngen ngadain kjutan gitu bwt dwi sma tri yg ultah.. tp panitianya(nanad,ak,,indri,sma hane) gag sigap a.k.a lelet gag dtg cepat.. jd nya GAGAL DEH..

pertamnya bru dikit yg dtg.. lama" jadi bukit deh(ap lg pas dea dtg.. jengjengjengjeng..!!).
pas semua udh ngumpul di rmh nanad.. akhirnya ak,nanad n dwi mmutuskan untuk tarik 3 pake mtor beli ptasan.. sumpah kya artis dadakan di jalanan.. (diliat org mulu..) mungkin aneh ajj kali y , ada cowok bwa cewe skali 2.. tp mnurutku gag aneh kog, yg aneh kalo ak naik mtor bawa cowok 2 org.. itu bru aneh,, ckck..
LANJUUT..!!!
setelah mmbeli ptasan n kmbali k rmh nanad,, ternyata li a.k.a tri udh beli ptasan jug..(lengkap deh bwt acara "maen mercun" nanati..siip)..
hari udh mw beduk.. jd kami sgera mnuju d'Fast yg gag klah jauh kalo dr pku k jakarta jalan kaki.. (alias tggal nyeberang k dpn dr rmh nanad) .. langsung nyerbu n ambil makanan n tmpat masing"... dan JENGJENGJENGJENG..!!! IH WOW ,, Mr. benny datang a.k.a pak benny dgn mmbawa mtornya bak kan Valentina Rossa..
dan akhirnya saat yg dinanti-nantikan tiba.. DUG..!! DUG..!! DUG..!! Alhamdulillah.. (haha pdahal ak gag puasa tu.. )
dan Mr . benny brkata "sholat dulu nak".. akhirnya sholat jemaah dgn imam yg bernama Mr, benny d adkan d rmh nanad.. abis sholat langsung cauu k d'Fast balek bwat menyantap makanan yg dari td melongo, bgaikan ayip .. setelahh itu MAEN MERCON..!! ckck inilah saat yg palingpalingpaling mnyenangkan... DUAR.. DUAR.. dwi dgn gagah berani mnyalakan mercun kbanggaannya.. dan semua teriak.. teriak.. AAAA...!! jleegaar..!!
abiss deh tu mercon.. dgn berat hati satu persatu pulang mnggalkan rmh nanad..
tp, hnya satu psan nanad sbelum kami plang.." woi apa kata mbak ku nanti kalo ngeliat sampah mercon dmana" .. waaaaaaaaaaa..!!!)
pokoee yg gag dtg rugi deh.. (krna ini bubar aksel untuk trakhir kalinya.. hiks)..
---S.E.K.I.A.N---

ih waw. ntar BUBAR ank 8 akselerasi.. wakaka..:D

2009-09-11T10:28:00.000+07:00

waahhh.. tpat pd pkul 17.30 nanti semua ank aksel yg bsa datng udh wajib ngumpul d "d'Fast" tepatnya d jalan cemara di depan rumah nanad (ckck rumah nanad lagi..) .... ak brharap semua datang.. ttpi ada bbrapa yg udah izin krn ada kperluan yg lbih penting dr ini..
tersangkanya adalah...
1) wirjapratama (hrus buruan k sngapur ktany si bpk ny sakit)
2) tiara addienia ( di cekang buat pergi ke luar)
3) silmi kaffah (ktanya sih ada perlu.. tp gag tw lah)
4) seprius gantino

dan yg masih "geje" ,, tersangkanya adalah.. (jengjengjengjeng..)
1)calvin christian
2)saipul islam

ehehehehee.. tp kgag tauuu jugaa akuu... ntar deh di konfirmasii lagi.. okeh.. siip.. ('>')

ke rumahh NADIRA..!! kerumahh nanad..!!

2009-09-10T09:54:00.001+07:00

belakangan ini(slama bulan rmdhan) setiaap hr senin,, rabu,, dan jma't slalu k rmh nanad.. (yg terletak d jln cemara no. ntah lah,,pokoe dkat wydis).
bbrapa kjadian yg mmbuat kjadian di atas terjadi adalah :
1) karena skolah pulang jm stengah 1 dan wydis masuk jm stengah 2 ..
2)krna rmh nanad dekat wydis..
3) ngemat ongkos a.k.a bensinn..
4) spaya bsa nggosip dan online.. wakaka

dann tersangka yg menerapkan kjadian d atas adlahh..
1) rifati hanifa (langganan tetap,, smpai" supir dan pmbantu nanad bosan ngeliat nya.. wakaka)
2) indri rizki utami (sda)
3) siti raihane (numpang OL)
4) dwi supriadi
5) tri mulyadi
6) m. arif yunan

kepada saudara nadira sembodo besrta keluarga kami mhon maaf yg sbesar-bsarnya krna telah merepotkan kalian.. ckck wakaka............ :)))))))))

d bawah ini adalh saksi bisu kjadian d atas.. (jeng jeng jeng jeng...!!)

2009-09-09T22:53:00.001+07:00

AARRGGGHHH......
SEMUA POSTING AND THE BLA AND THE BLE D BLOG KU TER HAAAPUUUSS...!!! uaaa.. karena layout sialaann!!!

THE STORY OF MY LIFE : part 2...............

2009-08-27T21:21:00.000+07:00

kehidupanku ke-2 dimulai disini..
6 thn lama nya aku berada d sekolah ku tercinta ini bernama "SDN 001 LIMAPULUH"
dari sini lahh.. aku bisa bertemu berjuta umat manusia..
kesan" : gag ada yang menarik.. haha :p (byk sii tapi malas cerita.. haha :)

di bawah ini beberapa urutan manusia yg bisa kpilih dari berjuta umat manusia..
nb : saya ucapkan selamat kepada mereka.. yee !!

1) Vidella puju kusuma 2) Hasanah Puteri 3) Widya Fandri 4) Tiffany Wijaya

5)Elsha Nadya Putri 6) pramitha ratnanaing 7) Maya Audina 8) novia eka putri

9) yosa augita 10) fahrul Randi 11) randa pratama 12) M. Syahdega Fitra

nb : bagi yang ngerasa dia terpilih dari brjuta umat,, ttpi ftonya blum tercntum .. saya mohon maaf,, krna saat ini saya hanya mmpunyai beberapa fto diatas...(harap dimaklumi.. okayy !! :)
dan saya berjanji apabila saya mempunyai fto anda saya akan langsung memostingnya di blog saya.. trimakasih... wakakaa... :p

2009-08-23T21:43:00.000+07:00

The Story oF My Life…
TK IsLam An-Nur yang akuu Cinnta…

Hpuup kuu berawaal dri sini lho.. ntah ngapa ayah masukkin akuu ksini.. mmmh, kesan” sLama disini.. “gag da yg special” haha.. maklum duLu kan aku masii kuper..
LU MAU TAU GAG SII?? dLu aku gag punya temen cewek.. hanya 1 tmen ku yg mau nemeniin di kal suka n duka...
kaloo gag slah sii namanya "FAUZUL" tapi akk gag tau juga.. (smogga Allah mmpertmukan kita y soob!!) yang ak ingat tmen ku sekelas cuma : "ARIADI RAHMAN TYO" dan "M. RIZKI RAMADHAN"

Nb : maaf kagag ada fto..

2009-08-22T16:06:00.000+07:00

haaiii tmand" yng mwu knal lebih lanjut...
tunggu posting selanjutnya..

Selengkapnya tentang "Rifati Hanifa"????

2009-08-21T20:36:00.000+07:00

Nama : Rifati Hanifa

TTL : Pekanbaru, 6 Januari 1996

Sekolah: TK Annur, SDN 001

Limapuluh, Smpn 1

Alamat : Jl. Sail, gg Hidayat no. 2

Cita" : punya banyak uang